oh how he loves...

honestly...Psalm 77 is my life right now. my heart. my feelings.

funny..we will be married 7 years tomorrow.

how is that possible? time is not gracious. it does not stop. even in your struggles. or hurt. it just keeps going. and here we are.

i know 7 is the number of perfection.

i feel so far from that.

frustrated.

weighed down.
does anyone see?
anyone care?
sunday comes and we put on the fake smiles
walk through the doors
but dont open our eyes.
walk right past the hurting.
the broken.
in our own little world.

this could be their last time.
to reach out.
to want help.

what am i doing to reach?
do i even care?